I Can't Hold On

You sit and stare at each other across the table
And you wonder if you'll ever talk at all
You'd say a thing or two if you thought you'd be able
To convince yourself he's worth it after all

It's not the first time I've seen that expression
The one that says you're really not a home
When will ever learn this painful lesson
The one that says your better off alone

Well I can't hold on much longer
I feel like I'm losing my grip
Sometimes I sit and I wonder
Is he worth all of this

I did just fine the days before I met you
I lived each one as though it were my last
I didn't have to try and forgot you
But even though I wouldn't change the past

Well I don't know, but I'm telling you so
You're not surprised when I go
You're not surprised when I go.